Who I am.

I've always had a hard time trying to figure out who I am. I can look at other people and see what it is about them that I admire, and somethings that I see in them I want to be able to see inside myself. But one thing that never occurred to me was that maybe, just maybe, there was someone else looking at me and thinking the same thing. I know, it's probably a long shot, but hey, it could happen. So I've decided that I'm not going to try and change myself to be like every else, I'm just going to take the things I love about the people that I love, and keep them close to my heart, and maybe one day they will become apart of me. I want people to look at me and be able to tell that I'm a real person who's not trying to fit in or look cool. Just that I'm me and that's exactly how I want it. So now here's a list of things about myself that I hope will never change...

• I constantly laugh at myself
• I dream big
• I love music more than a lot of things
• I am thoughtful
• I love unconditionally
• I'm cautious
• I love books
• I don't need anyone else to entertain me
• I have the best friends and family. ever.
• I have a great sense of humor
• My hair color
• I try and look at both sides
• I give second chances
• I'm the most loyal person I know
• I'm open about pretty much everything
• I'm trusting
• I have people in my life that I know I can count on no matter what happens
• I am easy going. Even my psych teacher has told me so.
• I would rather have one best friend that a million 'friends'
• I would rather spend time with someone than get a gift
• I taught myself how to play the piano
• Even though I can't sing, I love it
• I enjoy watching people dance
• I enjoy watching people period
• I'm secretly jealous of people with talent. Any talent.
• When I want something, I'll do just about anything to get it
• I'm learning how to just be me